2 Months and counting...

Mood: Mixed emotions
Song of the moment: Love so sweet (piano ver.)

Days come by quite faster than I thought they'd be. In a few days time, another month would have passed since we came here. Like always, I tend to be slightly fearful of what lies ahead of us. Yesterday was our family's thanksgiving mass at St.John's, near our grandparent's home. I prayed and talked to God about our family's status here now. After the mass, I felt as if I was given an answer, that everything will be okay and that I should just hang on whatever is going to happen from that point on.

I want to talk about my mom's sister, who is a bit strict. My lola told me the other day that my aunt was having tampo on me. I didn't understand why she feels that way. I didn't even do anything wrong. The aunt I'm referring to here isn't the one that took us girls in, but the one who volunteered to take care of my brothers (let's just call her Aunt M, Aunt E is the one that we're living with now). So yesterday, we were at her house again. We were supposed to watch her son's game, but unfortunately their opponent's team were incomplete - thus letting them win by default. I made some attempts to converse with her, and fortunately she responded "normally".

Realization: Well, after yesterday, I came to understand Aunt M more. I have no idea who and what she was primarily because when she left, we were still young. And I know that she wants to catch up with us and know us better. She's kinder than I though she was, kinda reminds me of how my sister is like.

My head is hurting right now, its almost dinner and I haven't even prepared anything just yet.


Kambal, sa april na uwi ni tito ko. Hope I'll be able to give you money by that time para makabili ako nung ibang items na jan lang makikita. ^_^