weekend na naman

Kamukha talaga nyan yung ex ko dati na hindi ko pa nakikita ulit. ahahaha. ambisyosa.

ang bilis talaga ng mga araw, wala naman kaming magawa. Tumataba na naman ako dahil sa tumigil kami sa pag-eexercise ng kapatid ko. Medyo nanghihina pa din ako, at mahilo-hilo, pero buhay pa naman ako. Kainis nga eh. Dapat talaga mag-exercise ng mabuti. Goal ko pa naman na gumanda ng bonggang bongga. bwahahaha... Seriously, mahirap ang masyadong malaki. Yung mga damit na maliliit na alam mong bagay dapat sa'yo ay hindi mo na maisusuot. Personal lang naman ang goal na ito, at hindi ko ito ginagawa para sa ikabubuti ng lahat (what the?) di kaya, para sa isang tao.

Totoo na nung mga nakaraang panahon na nag-eexercise kami ng kapatid ko ay medyo gumaganda ang pakiramdam ko, nagiging active na nga ako nun eh. Pahamak na dalaw yan, wrong timing. Hindi pa talaga matapos-tapos hanggang ngayon yung monthly dalaw na yan. mahigit 1 linggo na yan. Sumakit kasi talaga katawan ko nung ginagawa namin yung exercise at naghinala ako na baka nasobrahan ako, yun pala ay dalaw lang. Pahamak talaga. Nawa ay matapos na ang paghihirap kong ito. Seryosong mag-uumpisa na akong mag-diyeta at mag-exercise. Iniisip ko na hindi maganda ang magiging hitsura ko pag ako'y lumobo pa. Gusto kong pumayat tulad nitong taong ito:


yung babae ha, kahit konti lang.

Bukod sa pag-eexercise ng pisikal na pangangatawan, dapat ko na ding simulan ang pag-aaral ng kultura at salita ng mga tao dito. Kung gugustuhin ko nga namang makabili ng mga gamit dito, dapat lang na magka-trabaho. Kailangan ding mag-aral muna siyempre ng mga nakagawian nila para makahanap ng magandang trabaho. Kailangan talaga ng pasensya. Pero wala naman akong mabilhan nun dito, at mas gugustuhin ko ding iwasan yung pasensya kasi hindi ba matamis na naman iyon? Ahahay... ang buhay nga naman parang life.

Wala lang talaga akong makausap ng matino dito sa ngayon. *bow*

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Free Day! Exercise?

Yes, it's a Free day for me! I'm enjoying the free videos that are on tv today. although some of the videos leave me hanging by the end of the show (coz its free, there are only a few episodes to watch), it still is a good way to waste time.

Speaking of time, my sister and I started this exercise program yesterday. Waking up with a rounder face got me to start monitoring my food and figure. I'm not gonna compare my weight before I got here to now, the pictures taken during the holidays say it all (thank you ate chi for pointing that out). So after two days of exercising, all I can say is... MY BODY HURTS! It's pretty difficult to sweat over here, so even if we go for a walk outside, we couldn't feel any sweat. But we do feel tired. The program is a 90-day workout. My GULAY! 88 days to go! Better if we have fun during the process. I mean, REAL FUN. I personally like it that its a program fit to use at home, that way we can avoid people. LOL. Actually, I feel a little less tired than yesterday. Slept in until 10am (set the alarm at 7:30, which I turned off when it rang. lol) So we had to do the exercise at 12. I must admit that yesterday, after having the session I missed my calories a lot that I ate almost everything that I burned out. Hahaha.

I did some research with the hair color thing, and I've come across this product called Palty. I love their shades and can't wait to try it. Unfortunately, I still don't have any means to finance this change. That's why I decided to wait until I have saved some, which is hopefully after the 90-day period of the exercise program. I'm quite hopeful that by that time, I am either going to school or in the work force. Got to polish that resume.

My brothers are going to have to stay at my aunt's place in Richmond, and they'll be starting to attend school on Monday. I really am positive that they will do good in that school, Pinole. I miss them. I miss all of them. I can't wait until we finally get a chance to be together once more. Hopefully mom will get a chance to talk to lolo and patch things up with him.

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Sacrifices are made not to last forever, but for a time. aw